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CRIMINAL
This
morning I received a letter from Nick Blake, my incarcerated criminal
confidante:
"Dear
Gena,
"I've
now resumed my former life of last summer in the tight top attic floor
of this hotel, whose windowsill hangs out into a street corner dunked
in placid West Coast sun, warmed ice floe that swims on thawed lakes,
tablet on the cold tongue of the marble-skinned dead.
"Ironically,
I’m now the night watchman, fleeing a sly, vengeful ghost, its life torn
like a woman's nylons snagged on a nail. He accompanies my every evening
walk.
"The
rhythm of his heart hangs on my hems, my buttonholes, sings like rough
wool against my skin. Sometimes I feel his features superimposed upon
mine, his thighs crossing my own. Other times I glimpse his swift shadow
in my shaving mirror, where his remains cling like a necklace at my throat,
scintillating echo of sequins, their lingering sulky sparkle...dull unruly
ash echoes of Hiroshima's erased residents...metropolis debris...ricochets
and returns...
"Currently
I'm in the process of applying for a state hearing, talking to the cops,
as the inclement masses of incinerated metal clang together in my mind,
a Wagnerian clamor, an iron prison storm...myself
a slick and rubbery new sprout still encased in human husk...
"though
thanks to you carrying the key I now possess, it jangles at my thigh even,
first spotted in that New York fog amid cool confused clouds that scuttled
like excited atoms in the approaching heat storm, the bright sheet of
lightning, swift false sunlight amid neon...
"but
what more can one say about chemical red Times Square sunrises, drugged
midnight dance, powdered heroin, or any of those other East Coast things
that I’m so blissfully missing...
Yours,
Nick Blake"
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